nanad: 24 July 2019

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Blogger Challenge #5

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Holla, gais! Blogger challenge yang kelima diteruskan dengan "A letter to someone. Anyone". But who? Lemme think first. Okay okay. I got it.

Dear my past, thank you for the lessons. Especially when facing some unwanted people in my life. I'm glad that I already push them away from my life. I'm sorry for blocking you from viewing my social media. I don't want to add your sins anymore. Yes, I'm not perfect. I admit it. I'm not perfect like you. You have everything. Pretty face, wealth, intelligence and etc. I know that I'm lack in everything. But I don't know why you did this to me. Thank you for make me realizing me what true friends are. It hurts. Damn hurts much. Until I don't know how to cry anymore and make it as silent pain.

Thank you for backstabbing and badmouthing me. And also taken me for granted. It helps me to be independent and discover who really I am. Now, I can do whatever I want. I don't care what people say about me anymore. I gained my self confidence from day to day. I learned how to mind my business and protect myself first. From getting hurt again and again. Obviously, I can do whatever I want now. I can upload any pictures at social media without doubt anymore. I can dress up whatever I like without being judged anymore. Cause I don't care at all. Have a nice day yaa. I know that you must be extremely happy because I'm already get out of your sight. Thank you for everything. I may forgive but I won't forget eventhough you never say sorry at all.

You may read this :

Blogger Challenge #1

Blogger Challenge #2

Blogger Challenge #3

Blogger Challenge #4

Blogger Challenge #4

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Holla, gais! Apa khabar semuanya? Hehe. So marilah teruskan Blogger Challenge yang keempat which is Describe your partner or someone you have feelings for. Adehhh segannya lahai hahaha. Ex crush memang la berlambak dalam list tapi takkan la nak share pasal diorang hehe. Okay la, share je la pasal partner je eh 😉

Seperti yang tertulis di previous post, nad kenal dengan boypreng nad through social media je. Ye la. Masing-masing jauh kan. Tak pernah berjumpa face to face sampai sekarang. Bila nak jumpa entah. Ada rezeki nanti, jumpa juga hehe. Dia ni tua setahun daripada nad je. Okay la, nad pun tak berapa suka kalau dengan yang lebih muda. Dia ni tall, dark and handsome (seperti yang dia tulis di bio). Handsome tu nad tak sure la. Sebab dia ni selalu perasan handsome. Padahal nad tak puji dia handsome pun 😛

Dia ni tak ada la sweet mana pun. Hahaha. Bagus la tak sweet, nad pun tak sweet. Dia ni macam pak cik pak cik sikit. Abah abah gitu. Ngam la dapat nad yang childish tak mature ni. Nad anak sulung, bosan la jadi mature garang bagai. Dengan dia nad berani tunjuk perangai degil kepala batu tu. Ye la, nak melawan cakap mama abah berdosa kan. Baik lawan cakap dia hehe. Sampaikan dia cakap "melawan la sekarang, nanti dah kahwin tak boleh dah". Hahaha.

Luckily la dia ni jenis tak mengongkong macam setiap kali keluar pi mana-mana, kena update kat dia. No way la!!! Rimas okay. Lagi la nad nak rebel. Jenis yang understanding juga sebab bila nad moody ke pms ke apa ke, dia layan je perangai nad yang entah apa-apa ni. But, sometimes dia ni annoying nak mampuih. Clingy tetiba. Kalau ada depan mata ni, mahunya kena tarik telinga. Annoying gila.

Walaupun kitorang mempunyai perbezaan, tapi alhamdulillah still okay sampai sekarang. Gaduh pun sekejap je sebab selalunya dia yang mengalah dulu. Nad pula jenis kalau tak puas hati ke sedih ke apa, nad pendam je. Malas nak bagitahu dia. Sebabnya dah terbiasa. Lagi takut kalau kita bagitahu, tapi actually dia tak care mana pun. Sakit tahu tak. Dia okay la juga bab memasak ni. Kalau nak harapkan nad, hmmm masak yang simple simple je la yang mampu hehe. Nak tak nak, nanti kena belajar masak masakan yang berasaskan ayam sebab dia suka makan ayam. Tak habis habis dengan ayam dia 😑

Tu je la kot yang nad mampu describe pasal dia. Ni pun dah ketandusan idea. Tetiba je loading semacam. Hopefully korang tak muntah pelangi la baca semua ni. Hahaha.